Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Hurting II

Another's FB comment
once again slammed home 
the reality of the depth and breadth of
this deception.
Feeling so broken
such despair
no solutions clear.
New understanding of when
others disclose their raging at
God and feeling driven to their
knees: not cliché, but bitter 
unblinking truth in these old phrases.
And the questions, once again
churning the mental hamster wheel:
why now?
why ever?
Onslaught of negative feelings
stirs the dormant beast of addiction,
scenting the wind for that intense
craving to not feel.
Normalcy was all that
was desired.
Incredible pain to be 
betrayed and abandoned
by one who should love 
rather than being so selfish.

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